My life hasn´t always been a fairytale
Some people say to me that it´s easy for me to say and I can understand that because from the outside my life can seem like the perfect life. And in many ways my life are perfect today but it hasn´t always been this perfect. Not at all. Actually it´s been a living hell and today I´m so happy that I even survived all the hardship I´ve been through the first 35 years of my life. Below you can see some of the things I´ve experienced.
I have grown up with an alcoholic father
I have been abused both physically and mentally
I have been threatened to life
I got widowed at the age of 25
I have been subjected to mental torture
There have been very many deaths in my family
I have been stalked
I have had posttraumatic stress at least 2 times
I have been burned out 2 times
I have been raped
Some people tell me that I´ve experienced more than most people do in a lifetime. I don´t know if it´s true but today I´m greatful for all that happened to me because it made me to the person I am today and I kind of like me the way I am today. And most of all, I love my life. I have, despite of all the hardship, created a life that I really love. I love my work, I´m a successfull businessowner, I´m married to a fantastic man, I have 2 wonderfull daugters, I have 3 adorable grandsons, I live in a fantastic house and I have fulfilled a lot of my dreams. Yo can read about how I manifested our dreamhouse here at Gran Canaria in this Post.
One of the dreams that I´ve fulfilled is to move abroad. As you maybe know I´m from Sweden but since 2017 I live in Gran Canaria in Spain and I really love it here. I live here with my husband and our 14 year old daughter and we love every day.
So, why am I telling you the story of my life? Well, I want to give you hope and light. If I can do it, you can too. No matter how hard life seems at the moment, I promise you, it will get better. Never, ever give up hope, trust and your belifes because it will get better. You have the ability to find a tought that makes you feel better, one step at the time. You are a fantastic human being with great power inside. Nobody knows you as well as you do and that is one of the greatest powers you have.